Wednesday, October 26, 2011
- 记得 -
今天已经是26/10/11了
我才想起我有这个 blog
但是这是很久的事了
记得当我们老师叫我们开 blog 时 是去年的事了
我马上就告诉你了 还说我们老师好像很得空哦 要看我们在网上写的作文
现在 什么都不一样了
你去了好远
我们也渐行渐远 完全都不一样了
你对我 也完全是不想理睬
甚至叫我不要再找你了
我怎么还要这样找你 我问自己
干吗要找事 让自己哭成乱七八糟 然后隔天又要很开心的和朋友们玩
那么大家都不知道 其实我在装 不用大家担心
昨天我还要看着你的照片
那么亲密 我却痛到心底了
今天一早的 你就这么信息说我
我没有想到 你会这样说我
最了解我的人是你 可是你居然这么说我
没关系
我愿意说自己的不好 让你清白
那么就算有什么 人家都不会说你 大家都只会说我
那么你就不用担心了
我真的什么都不想看到
什么都不要知道
随便你吧 你要怎么样 我没有权力
我真的好希望 有天我真的什么都能够不要去看
因为 那种痛真的好痛
我会想 如果我真的不在了 消失了
你是不是会开心点
因为每次都要那样对我 一点也不在乎你的言语伤了我多少
我不是厚脸皮死忍 还是不知到怎么忍耐的
我能够听你说的那些很难听得话 我都承受的了
因为这是其他人不可能会做到的
但是 你 我没有怨言
可是 我连消失的勇气都没有
每天都要这么撕心裂肺的痛一次
看到什么都会很辛苦 因为我想到的只是
你怎么对我说话 你怎么不要我找你
每天几乎都会流泪 只要碰到伤口
不是我空虚 寂寞 也不是自己乱想
我不需要人陪 我不需要找一个人来忘记这些
而是太深 太在乎
那太深 我怎么放
你可以误会我 可以说我 可以不相信我 什么都可以
但是不要那么说我好吗?
我是那样的人?
今天的信息 我真的没有话说
因为在你眼里 我居然是这样的人...
我用尽所有真心 却始终到不了你心底
- 如果我能够消失多好 -
Sunday, August 1, 2010
The Type Of Classes That I Detest
We did stay different of classes for a period of time when we are still studying in secondary school. Well, those classes is arrange by our teacher and we just follow. Agree? Same, when we study in university, those classes that we study right now is arrange by admin ( i think so ). OK, i really dislike those classes that I'm having now. Maybe the campus of our school is a bit old now. So, there is few types of classes i dislike the most as below.
The first reason is, bad timing of classes. We have some classes form 8am to 10am, then continue form 10am to 12pm. This is really a bad timing of classes. Why do i say so? Somebody even doesn't have time to take their breakfast. Example: Me. This is because, I have to wake up early in the morning at 6am. Next, I will prepare until 6.50am, then i will start my engine. If I didn't do so, the area of my house will facing traffic jam. Because, those parent fetching their children to school. When we start our lecture, you will hear my tummy grumble, crying for food. The empty stomach do distract my concentration.
Next, the bad condition of classes make me really uncomfortable and dislike. The air-conditioner of our class do not function well, when you switch on the main power, but the air-con seems like doesn't work at all. So, sometimes I will feel that I'm in the 'sona room'. Even worst, those class really smelly. When you walk into the class you really feel like vomiting, but for those people who really sensitive as me. Although there is no smoking in our campus statement by admin, but we did smell the smoke. This sounds bad. Besides, surrounded by some annoying people do make me can't even concentrate to my lecture. Because they keep talking, playing, even do not respect the lecturer in front of us who really teaching hard to make us understand. The only word that can describe them is bad-behaved.
In addition, the bad lecturer make me detest also. Some of the lecturer doesn't have sense of humor at all and really show a serious face during the class. Moreover, those lecturer like to being serious and suddenly scold people without explanation, after that, everyone start having a bad mood and do not want to listen her lecture anymore. I know, maybe this is not really will make a person simply detest the lecturer, but, between learning we also got to have some relaxation, then the procedure of learning will be more happy and easy to get what are the information that the lecturer trying to pass to us. Sometimes, our lecturer even teach until forget to let us having a short break. Oh my god, actually we really tired but got to continue also, because our beloved lecturer do not want to give us a break. (!!!)
Maybe we like to complain, but things that we complain do come with some reason. Although i detest those type of classes, but I never skip my class compare to those who like to skip classes without reason. I'm sorry to say that. Anyway, I will still study hard for my future.
The first reason is, bad timing of classes. We have some classes form 8am to 10am, then continue form 10am to 12pm. This is really a bad timing of classes. Why do i say so? Somebody even doesn't have time to take their breakfast. Example: Me. This is because, I have to wake up early in the morning at 6am. Next, I will prepare until 6.50am, then i will start my engine. If I didn't do so, the area of my house will facing traffic jam. Because, those parent fetching their children to school. When we start our lecture, you will hear my tummy grumble, crying for food. The empty stomach do distract my concentration.
Next, the bad condition of classes make me really uncomfortable and dislike. The air-conditioner of our class do not function well, when you switch on the main power, but the air-con seems like doesn't work at all. So, sometimes I will feel that I'm in the 'sona room'. Even worst, those class really smelly. When you walk into the class you really feel like vomiting, but for those people who really sensitive as me. Although there is no smoking in our campus statement by admin, but we did smell the smoke. This sounds bad. Besides, surrounded by some annoying people do make me can't even concentrate to my lecture. Because they keep talking, playing, even do not respect the lecturer in front of us who really teaching hard to make us understand. The only word that can describe them is bad-behaved.
In addition, the bad lecturer make me detest also. Some of the lecturer doesn't have sense of humor at all and really show a serious face during the class. Moreover, those lecturer like to being serious and suddenly scold people without explanation, after that, everyone start having a bad mood and do not want to listen her lecture anymore. I know, maybe this is not really will make a person simply detest the lecturer, but, between learning we also got to have some relaxation, then the procedure of learning will be more happy and easy to get what are the information that the lecturer trying to pass to us. Sometimes, our lecturer even teach until forget to let us having a short break. Oh my god, actually we really tired but got to continue also, because our beloved lecturer do not want to give us a break. (!!!)
Maybe we like to complain, but things that we complain do come with some reason. Although i detest those type of classes, but I never skip my class compare to those who like to skip classes without reason. I'm sorry to say that. Anyway, I will still study hard for my future.
Saturday, July 31, 2010
How To Stay Awake During Classes
You may have classes of different levels of interest. Some may be boring, some may be worth anticipating; you may even have classes you wish you don't have to take. So, you may be fall asleep in classes that you less interest. How to stay awake during classes? Let us see, you may take down notes, get some drinks or meals before your class, having a healthy lifestyle and be participate in class to stay awake during classes.
When you having a long period of classes, you may need to take down some notes to help you stay awake. Because, you may be the best in memorizing things but we only use 10% of our brain. It's good to take down notes to keep you busy and to remember things that teacher gave emphasis on. You can use acronyms or any other shortcuts and highlight those words that you don't understand; the good thing here is you can rewrite or edit your notes after class. You will also be more concentrate. Keep your brain busy by following the teacher's discussions, not by daydreaming. Daydreaming may lead you to narcolepsy that makes you lose mentally asleep even though you're physically awake.
On the other hand, never come to class hungry, because an empty stomach won't help your brain and body fully work. Add to that the embarrassment of hearing your tummy grumble, crying for food. In simple words, an empty stomach distracts your concentration. So, you should drink caffeine before going to class such as a coffee or tea so it can keep you alerted. Energy-boosted drinks, ''Red Bull'' or essence of chicken helps build stamina and keep you energized during the time you're in class. However,much is never good; excessive caffeine can cause insomnia, anxiety. So, if you don't want to end up being a lifeless vegetable, be careful with your intakes.
In addition, having a healthy lifestyle is also important to prevent fall asleep during class. The average sleep for an adolescent is 8 hours daily. Of course, we can't avoid those late nights or early mornings that we have to stay awake, but make sure that the reason is academics, and not those booty calls. You know what I mean.=) Try to wake up an extra hour early before leaving the house. This seems to make a person more tired than ever, but believe it or not, this can help you prepared for a busy day and get energize. Also bring some music along so you can start running a coupe miles around your area to boost your strength.
You should also say something during classes. This mean, be participative like join a debate, ask question, and clarify things you don't understand. Formulate questions in your mind, construct them into sentences, and speak up. Next, you should sit in front, because it makes you pay more attention and you can having eye contact with teacher. So, there's no time for you to fall asleep.
Last, we have to make a conscious, concerted effort to avoid or overcome the situation. Come on, have some interest in your class. It may be the most boring subject; but, maybe if you give it a little chance, it wouldn't seem that boring after all. Enjoy every experience university life gives you.
When you having a long period of classes, you may need to take down some notes to help you stay awake. Because, you may be the best in memorizing things but we only use 10% of our brain. It's good to take down notes to keep you busy and to remember things that teacher gave emphasis on. You can use acronyms or any other shortcuts and highlight those words that you don't understand; the good thing here is you can rewrite or edit your notes after class. You will also be more concentrate. Keep your brain busy by following the teacher's discussions, not by daydreaming. Daydreaming may lead you to narcolepsy that makes you lose mentally asleep even though you're physically awake.
On the other hand, never come to class hungry, because an empty stomach won't help your brain and body fully work. Add to that the embarrassment of hearing your tummy grumble, crying for food. In simple words, an empty stomach distracts your concentration. So, you should drink caffeine before going to class such as a coffee or tea so it can keep you alerted. Energy-boosted drinks, ''Red Bull'' or essence of chicken helps build stamina and keep you energized during the time you're in class. However,much is never good; excessive caffeine can cause insomnia, anxiety. So, if you don't want to end up being a lifeless vegetable, be careful with your intakes.
In addition, having a healthy lifestyle is also important to prevent fall asleep during class. The average sleep for an adolescent is 8 hours daily. Of course, we can't avoid those late nights or early mornings that we have to stay awake, but make sure that the reason is academics, and not those booty calls. You know what I mean.=) Try to wake up an extra hour early before leaving the house. This seems to make a person more tired than ever, but believe it or not, this can help you prepared for a busy day and get energize. Also bring some music along so you can start running a coupe miles around your area to boost your strength.
You should also say something during classes. This mean, be participative like join a debate, ask question, and clarify things you don't understand. Formulate questions in your mind, construct them into sentences, and speak up. Next, you should sit in front, because it makes you pay more attention and you can having eye contact with teacher. So, there's no time for you to fall asleep.
Last, we have to make a conscious, concerted effort to avoid or overcome the situation. Come on, have some interest in your class. It may be the most boring subject; but, maybe if you give it a little chance, it wouldn't seem that boring after all. Enjoy every experience university life gives you.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
My Life In MMU
I decided not to go to Form6 when i haven't get my SPM result, that's mean i will either choose a college life or university life. Actually i'm choosing Sunway College to take the CAT course, but my uncle advises me not to going there and he advise me to MMU. Finally, i'm still here-MMU.Actually i'm preferring study at Sunway college rather than MMU, maybe i don't want stay at Melaka or the seduction of facilities in Sunway College. Anyway, i have no other choice and i have started my university life on 7/6/2010 by taking Foundation in Management.
My first came to MMU campus, i think i will get lost, because i can't even find my venue. I did come to MMU before i start my study, but just pass by the President Square only. I didn't really 'visit' the whole campus. The other reason that i scare i will get lost in MMU is i skip the orentation week. That moment i feel that MMU is quite big, just that moment! After that, i feel that MMU is just that 'big'. This makes me sad.
My first lecture is english 1. I still remember that time we are new, everyone just keep quiet, untill our english teacher, Ms. Jasline introduce herself as our english lecturer. Of couse, the next victim is us, we are having a short ice-breaking, oh my godness!! Such a embarrassing moment, for me. Ms. Jasline do having sense of humor, she do makes our class not to be so quiet and boring. After that, our head of class, Mr. Micheal, has being choosen by Ms. Jasline. First lecture was not bad to me, because i know that i'll having a humor teacher teaching me english. Suddenly, i feel that i really miss my ex-english sir. He also do have sense of humor.
After one week of lecture, i'm more ok with MMU, not that strange anymore. But i still can't suit myself in university life. Because everything we have to done by ourself, check out ourself, submit ourself, apply ourself, totally different with secondary school. I still remember that, in secondary school, everythings done by teacher, settle by teacher. I just realise that i'm not young anymore. But, I'm still 17 year's old!!( haha ) Anyway, i'm trying to suit myself in this busy life and learn from zero, because it is not same with previous anymore.
The most familiar subject to me in university is account, english and math. Because i have learn it before. The most strange subject to me is economics, i don't have basic, and i don't understand what teacher talking about. Madam Kerk is our lecturer. I'm not here to saying any bad word of Madam Kerk, but just when she's teaching, is too rush and few example, after explaination, she thought that we can understand, but actually we don't. I really feel stress with this subject, everytime after her lecture, i have to learn by myself once again. This make me confuse and even more tension. (!!!)
Soon, i'm very familiar to my 'beloved' university, everyday the same thing i do. Finding parking at parking lot, this is the most headache thing for me. There is limited parking for students, but a lot of car. The new car park is too far, so everyone dislike the new car park, me too. After settle down my car, rushing for my lecture venue, everyday the same thing to do. I feel boring already, because i thought that university life is free, and enjoy. BUT, it's totally different, it's busy, homework as much as mountain. I feel tired sometimes, because didn't sleep well, and keep rushing. I even don't have tv time, if i have free time, you will found that im lying on my lovely bed hugging my lovely pillow, not in front of the tv show.
Now, exam week is coming soon, im still blur-ing with my economics exercise, stressful by assignment. But i do promise myself, i want to get first honour result. I know i will still continue my life in MMU as i mention no matter how stressful. For me,everyone only have three days, that's yesterday, today and tomorow, yesterday is already pass, today we got to use it wisely and we have to plan for tomorow. This is what i have promise myself and the first honour result. ( i hope so =) )
My first came to MMU campus, i think i will get lost, because i can't even find my venue. I did come to MMU before i start my study, but just pass by the President Square only. I didn't really 'visit' the whole campus. The other reason that i scare i will get lost in MMU is i skip the orentation week. That moment i feel that MMU is quite big, just that moment! After that, i feel that MMU is just that 'big'. This makes me sad.
My first lecture is english 1. I still remember that time we are new, everyone just keep quiet, untill our english teacher, Ms. Jasline introduce herself as our english lecturer. Of couse, the next victim is us, we are having a short ice-breaking, oh my godness!! Such a embarrassing moment, for me. Ms. Jasline do having sense of humor, she do makes our class not to be so quiet and boring. After that, our head of class, Mr. Micheal, has being choosen by Ms. Jasline. First lecture was not bad to me, because i know that i'll having a humor teacher teaching me english. Suddenly, i feel that i really miss my ex-english sir. He also do have sense of humor.
After one week of lecture, i'm more ok with MMU, not that strange anymore. But i still can't suit myself in university life. Because everything we have to done by ourself, check out ourself, submit ourself, apply ourself, totally different with secondary school. I still remember that, in secondary school, everythings done by teacher, settle by teacher. I just realise that i'm not young anymore. But, I'm still 17 year's old!!( haha ) Anyway, i'm trying to suit myself in this busy life and learn from zero, because it is not same with previous anymore.
The most familiar subject to me in university is account, english and math. Because i have learn it before. The most strange subject to me is economics, i don't have basic, and i don't understand what teacher talking about. Madam Kerk is our lecturer. I'm not here to saying any bad word of Madam Kerk, but just when she's teaching, is too rush and few example, after explaination, she thought that we can understand, but actually we don't. I really feel stress with this subject, everytime after her lecture, i have to learn by myself once again. This make me confuse and even more tension. (!!!)
Soon, i'm very familiar to my 'beloved' university, everyday the same thing i do. Finding parking at parking lot, this is the most headache thing for me. There is limited parking for students, but a lot of car. The new car park is too far, so everyone dislike the new car park, me too. After settle down my car, rushing for my lecture venue, everyday the same thing to do. I feel boring already, because i thought that university life is free, and enjoy. BUT, it's totally different, it's busy, homework as much as mountain. I feel tired sometimes, because didn't sleep well, and keep rushing. I even don't have tv time, if i have free time, you will found that im lying on my lovely bed hugging my lovely pillow, not in front of the tv show.
Now, exam week is coming soon, im still blur-ing with my economics exercise, stressful by assignment. But i do promise myself, i want to get first honour result. I know i will still continue my life in MMU as i mention no matter how stressful. For me,everyone only have three days, that's yesterday, today and tomorow, yesterday is already pass, today we got to use it wisely and we have to plan for tomorow. This is what i have promise myself and the first honour result. ( i hope so =) )
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